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Recent posts  I've been telling myself for the pass months that'... I think everything should come to an end now. Like... seriously. Post Created 5 Jul 2011 10:26:56 PM Disappointed Mybabygirl. Why should I? Mixed feelings Its so sad for me and for us. |
♥What should I say..
  I may be in a relationship, but I might not be happy. I may be smiling all day along, but you don't know the kind of pain I have inside. I may look carefree, but none knows about the problems I'm facing. It's been 1 year, 1 week, 6 days.. Is this worth it? - I really don't know. These really reminds me of a lot of things. I don't know why, but these flash backs will just keep coming into my mind like a routine. This is sad, I really have no idea if I can take it any longer. Yeah, you are very good to me. I've got no right to ask anything more. Sometimes I just feel that it's best for me to be alone. That's when I'll be really calm, and I manage my own emotions. I don't mind keeping all my troubles inside, somethings are better to be left unsaid. Everyday, I've been thinking and wondering to myself if this is really worth it. Sigh. I know I shouldn't think about the past anymore. Every single ones, had a bad ending. You may not know, actually until today, I am still traumatized. You maybe thinking I must be crazy. It's been years yet I'm still traumatized. The only person that I know can understand this pain is Shihui. I seemed fine and happy to you.. But that's diffinatly not the case. Yes, I looked fine. That is because, I don't want my parents to worry about me. I looked happy and cheerful. That is because I don't want you to feel bad. I don't want you to reapproch yourself. Sometimes, I can't help it but to break down. Many reasons behind it, but I'm not sure what exactly is the main cause that made me cry. So don't ask me why. I really don't know how to give you a proper answer. All I can say is "I don't know." and "I'm okay, nothing is wrong." I can really feel insure sometimes. It seems that my emotions are not stable. One minute, I'm genuinely happy. The next minute, I can just emo and cry like no body's bussiness.
Loves, Samantha
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