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♥Why should I?
  Why should I be so upset and devastated over you and your stupid decisions? It's been about a month, but truthfully.. I'm not over you yet. Sometimes I just feel like really crying out loud.. Sometimes just feel like screaming out loud, like no body's business.. whywhywhy, why must I be so affected by what have happened? Why must I be bothered so much by it, when you don't even bother about it. Hah, I must be too kind to you that you took me for granted, as if I will still be there even though you did such a thing to me. I don't care how others treat me cause they aren't close to me, hence I won't feel hurt. But, you ain't the same you get it? I just can't accept the fact that you became so heartless towards me.. Goodness, people are like too forgetful and ungrateful, that you forgotten what I've done for you and expect me to do even for for you, to compromise without you sparring a thought for me? For the pass six months, I've been compromising to you guys. I've been keeping quite even though I feel like my privacy has been intruded. You knew it, but you guys don't care, and didn't appreciate me. I had enough. So think for yourselves, have you guys ever spare a thought for how I feel? No right? I guess I'm just a passer by in your life which now you think you no longer need already. I don't know why, it's been so long, but I'm still telling the same old story again and again. I'm just not over it. In school, and out with friends, I may look like I totally don't care, but you jut don't know how much tears that I've sheared. May be you guys just don't really understand me even though you all looked like you know me deep down. Sigh. I'm totally disappointed with you and also with myself doe being too naive to beloved and trust you too much, your actions shows how you I really meant to you. Actually, I mean nothing to you. All you want is me to always compromise to you. I really should not live in the past anymore. And I hope that you won't appear in my life again. I hope we'll never meet again. Everything should just end here. I want to live a brand new life, to find brand new friends that know how to appreciate me and the things that I've done them. Tomorrow will be a better future for me, without you in my life! :)
Loves, Samantha
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